How to Stop Living Life Like an Apology

Soho-House-baby, Studio 151, Mr. Buffet, & and my ex's favorite rapper

ON HUMILIATION

I can’t remember the first time I felt embarrassed but I can remember a first few, like:

• sipping pudding out of a plastic bag during pre-k astronaut day

• sitting in music class somewhere between K-3rd grade looking down at my thighs

• playing soccer. I felt masculine, but not athletic. I think I felt masculine a lot growing up, because a lot …